Tomorrow morning my baby girl will walk into a new school.
A new set of classes
A new set of teachers 
Not a play ground in site. 
She will be a middle schooler
with al a carte lunches 
and study halls. 
She is prepared as much as possible
she has been very nervous this year
her Daddy couldn't understand why 
she was in such a tizzy tonight. 
She cut her leg shaving
she brushed and flossed and lotioned
so many changes getting ready for this year
we shopped at 
aeropostle
charlotte russe
american eagle
the buckle
we bought toms instead of nikes
we got feathers in her hair
we had her nails done
she is carrying a purse this year 
she needs some where to keep 
her phone and all those things
girls need
I probably won't get a photo of her in class 
she made sure everything fit in her backpack
so Mama doesn't need to walk her in
she's to big to have her Mama walk her in to class
Mama doesn't feel like she is big enough to 
go into school by herself 
but I will let her do it on her own
as I watch through the car window
proud that I have helped prepare her 
for days like these
days she needs to be confident and brave
days where she will come home 
to tell me all about her day 
the friends she reconnected with 
new friends she made
which classes she liked 
and those she didn't 
she will tell me with excitement 
about the new lunch options
she has never had before
it will be a long day for me 
as I watch the clock 
anxious to get home 
to hear all about her day
in this new place
called 
middle school
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