Wednesday, January 16, 2013

WEIGH IN WEDNESDAY

I took the leap today.
I joined Weight Watchers
I am really excited about it this time.
I am not ready to disclose my actual weight just yet
 
Their scales and my scales are .5 Ibs off.
Mine is actually .5 higher
anyhoo since last week
I have lost 2.5 lbs that is fully dressed with shoes
I weighed once this week and it was down
4.5 unclothed.
 
I am going to use the 2.5 loss since I will be weighing
in each week fully clothed with shoes
I pray I can do this or more each and every week.
 
My goals are to be healthy and active.
we are also going back to
Destin this summer
and that gives me a
little more incentive.
I want to feel and look good
this year. One of my goals is
to be able to paddle surf while
we are there. it looks so fun
and I don't want to sink !!!
That mental picture just made me
laugh out loud!!
 
I am in it to win it!!!!
Say a pray for me if you think of it!!
 
xoxo
Pam
 
 


Tuesday, January 8, 2013

I HATE DIETING

You have probably noticed my new widget for weightloss. I am tackling this mountain this year. For the first time really. I have been overweight for the past 10 years and each year I have gained. Growing up I was always a skinny minny. I was wearing little girls 14 size clothes my senior year and didn't hit 100 lbs until my 20's.

After Coco was born I lost all the baby weight and when she was about 2 years old I started gaining, that was mid 30's. Each year I have watched that scale creep up but didn't have any desire to do anything about it. Boy I wish I had done something that first year. Now the weight I have to lose is MOUNTAINOUS. I never would have imagined back then that I would be 100 lbs overweight.

That is the reason you never see photos of me on the blog and even my facebook has a photo of me 4 years ago still heavy but not near where I am today. I think the 40's and having a hysterectomy in 2007 have really made a difference also.

So all that to say I HATE DIETING. It is like as soon as I commit to this I am starving all the time and craving everything under the sun. Before I wouldn't worry about what to eat next, if I didn't have supper cooked I could eat a bowl of cereal and be fine.

Here is a sample of what I used to eat and now what I am trying to eat.
Before:
B- Chick fil biscuit, packet of mayo, medium coke
L- Chick fil a grilled chicken salad with fruit, ranch dressing, medium coke
S- we may have chicken/rice, green beans, glass of coke
Snacks- package of nutter butters or a couple of brownies
Whatever

Now:
B- Oatmeal, 1-2 eggs, 1 slice of toast with little butter, 1/2 glass grape juice, 1 can coke
L- 2 cups salad greens, carrot, broccoli, red pepper, dried cranberries, few walnuts,  light ranch, 1 grilled chicken breast, 1 cup butternut squash, 32 oz tea
S- Baked tiliapia, Salad, steamed veggies, tea
Snacks- yogurt, ww cheese stick or ww cheese wedge w/ pita chips

I have a bad habit of always having a coke on my desk or on the counter when at home. I am trying to switch that to tea with half the sugar than we normally put in or diet sodas.

I am getting a lot more food on the diet and I think it is all in my head that I can't have certain things. Like the past few days I have caved in and eaten waffles with butter pecan syrup late in the evening. When I looked at the calories in that syrup I about croaked. It is 250 calories per 1/4 of cup. I didn't eat it often but I have really started liking pancakes and waffles this past year and this is my favorite syrup. I am going to have to just remove all the bad stuff out of the house. I did at least stop buying Coke for the house and I have been having only 1 each day.

I am trying to keep my calories under 1500 per day and eat like a king at breakfast, a prince at lunch and pauper at supper. Walking on the treadmill in the mornings will work up to 30 minutes because right now I am getting shinsplints everytime. I hope I can work up to running. I also have been riding the stationary bike for a few minutes each evening. Tomorrow when those cravings hit me i am going to jump on the treadmill or bike for a few minutes, or brush my teeth, take a bubble bath, etc.

Have you climbed this weightloss mountain before? Any tips, good recipes or workouts would be much appreciated. Someday I hope to flood my blog and facebook with photos of my healthy self!!

Would love to hear your stories or struggles. Leave me a comment!
Cheers,
Pam

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

FRESH START

January 1, 2013
Day one of the next 365
A fresh start
Plenty of days to make a difference
To share, learn, grow, live in the moment
experience life.
 
The following photo shows what I will
be focusing on in 2013!
 


Spend more time in the Word
Focus on family
Commit to getting healthy and losing the weight
Drink more water
Organize and record our life
 
My word of the year
 
CHANGE
 
Lots of changes are my goal
I am confident 2013 will be
amazing!
 
HAPPY NEW YEAR
 
CHEERS


Tuesday, December 25, 2012

CHRISTMAS RECAP

 
 
Our Christmas has not been the usual season filled with traditions and events. My stepdad had a massive heart attack on December 13th. I spent that night in the hospital with my mom. He flatlined twice and the doctors gave him 1% chance of making it through the night. He made it through and was taken to Little Rock the next day which was Friday. He was not a candidate for open heart surgery or heart transplant. On Tuesday he got a Heartmate installed and is getting better everyday.This machine is allowing him to live. It works the left side of his heart. He has only 4.8% of the heart now. He was moved to a regular room yesterday from ICU. I went down to Little Rock this past weekend and stayed with Mom. Luckily she has a hotel across the street from the hospital so she can at least go and get a good nights sleep.
 
Being gone over the weekend and recovering from the stress I have felt horrible. I don't know if I am coming down with something or just having some depression from everything going on. This is the first time we have not been with Mom on Christmas ever and even at my age it has been a hard day.
 
Scott and Coco went to his parents for Christmas Eve I was so exhausted and felt bad so I stayed in bed. Very lame and Coco was disappointed. Not my finest hour.
 
Christmas morning she woke us before 5am. We got up and opened gifts, she didn't like the leather jacket or the sweaters. Ugggg teens!
I made french toast for breakfast. The weather people told us all week that we were going to have a lot of snow in our area and down in Little Rock so we cancelled going down there to see Mom and Kenny. Well it hasn't even rained a drop. It did rain and sleet most of the day in Little Rock so we could have been stuck there.
 
We all took morning naps. Went out to see Parental Guidance at the theatre but it was sold out for that showing. Came back and watched Trouble with the Curve which I had bought Scott for Christmas. Great movie we enjoyed that.
 
I gave them the choice of traditional Christmas meal of Ham, Dressing, all the fixins or just snack foods all day. They both picked snack foods I think they may have been worried about me making dressing since it would have been the first time. We have had cheese dip, potato skins, spinach dip.
 
Here are a few photos I took this morning. I am sad that we don't have more.
 
Coco and Abbi in her Christmas PJ's

Abbi playing
 

Stockings are filled

Presents wrapped and ready

Christmas morning. Coco always wants us to go first, she brings us our gifts and we open first.

Coco opening her stocking, she had movies, cd's, makeup, bear claw back scratcher, candy, mustache sucker etc

Soft fuzzy blanket that she wanted.
Her big gift was a new IPOD but I ended up
giving it to her before Christmas since she
was with me Thanksgiving night when we
bought it.

Monday, December 24, 2012

 
 
MERRY
CHRISTMAS
AND
A
HAPPY
NEW
YEAR
FROM
OUR
FAMILY
TO
YOURS!!!

Tuesday, December 18, 2012

Sunday, December 9, 2012

BUSY SEASON

The past week has been super busy.

52 hours worked this past week.

Saturday's schedule

 Lowes Girl Scouts worked on woodworking badge

Took my niece and nephew shopping for their Christmas. I chose to take them to lunch and let them pick out some of their presents. We came upon the grand opening of The Monkey House in Springdale. A new bouncy play place. It was free admission so we went in for about an hour and they loved that. I ended up buying them all t-shirts and the owners and staff were so very nice.

I left them with their Grandmother after I was told I was the best Aunt ever!!!

Coco and I stopped at IHOP for supper before coming home. Love breakfast for dinner.

Stopped in Hobby Lobby and found too many treasures. I bought one of my Christmas presents from Scott. It is a gorgeous chalkboard. Pictures to follow soon.

Sunday I woke up with a sinus headache and too late to make it to church service. After water, tylenol, gatorade and a nap the headache is gone.

Watched too many Christmas movies on the Hallmark channel.

I did put a roast in the crockpot for dinner.

Couple loads of laundry.

Scott went out to do his Christmas shopping. Came home and hid the gifts. Such a good man, he always gets me things he knows I want or need. He doesn't just go pickup a piece of jewelry or something to put under the tree. I am a lucky woman and so very thankful that God chose him for me!!

It is now 11:17pm and I should be in bed.

It will be another busy week with lots of overtime. Trying to close as many loans as possible before the end of the year.

Have a great week!!!